wild child, you make a good point.

farmer, you make a good point also. When I decide to drink, my intention is innocent. I was to have a good time, celebrate. But when I'm out at the bar doing shots going overboard, I begin to self medicate. I feel the pain aqnd concern stripping away and I want more and more not to care. That's when it is unhealthy for me. And for the record, my children have never been exposed to my drinking or the fallout.