Hankster. Thank you for reply. High school reunion, ooh no thanks ! At 52, being totally honest, why would I ? People I last saw at 17. No way !
I have no desire to search for people I last saw as a teen.
To show them how my life turned out , what a wreck I am, what a **** fking life I have.
Real life Fb. OMG.

It's good you have it within you to change whatever is not good.
I wish dearly I could find it in me, to do the same. Find the strength to try even, be normal.
Care, feel, touch, see, listen, laugh, smile, enjoy, thank,
just LIVE really !