I am lonely. I don't have anyone. I don't mean a boyfriend cos I lost hope for that a long time ago, but why don't I have friends? Last year my former friend blamed me for the hypothetical sexual abuse of my niece because 'I don't want to react', although it's not the question of my willingness. Nobody would take my side cos everyone cares more about baby in hypothetical danger than me, the bad guy of this story. And besides that, nobody likes me. I'm 24 but I am already an old spinster with a cat, mumbling to herself. Everybody laughs at me. I'm short, fat, ugly and look like I were 14, so nobody takes me seriously. There's only me and self-harming. Gah, now I see why nobody likes me.