Back to work tomorrow and I'm scared. Scared of the stress. Scared of the not having any time. Time to exercise this vacation break has helped me. I barely can keep up with work. That past 2 years since I started getting help I've needed to take a medical leave from work each year because I can't keep up the pace. I want to make it through this year and I know it is day by day and moment by moment but it still makes it hard to get going. I actually am pretty good at what I do but it takes so much energy and I don't know how I can do it.
Just a bit of moaning here. Not much to say to this post I realize.