How in the world could you have possibly let this happen, and ruin every bit of trust and faith I have ( had ) in you? All of this over your selfish desire to have an affair and let that spill over into my personal life. You *****. I will never trust the therapy process again. You have no integrity, your have no morals, and you have ruined what was such a trusting, hopeful, safe relationship. I doubt I will recover from this. EVER.