New Year's for me is a big reminder that my daughter is still not
speaking to me, four years now. Her daughter, my granddaughter, isanother year older. The last time Isaw her she was 1 month
old. I miss my daughter so much! We had been so close. She even
married her boyfriend without inviting me or any of my or my ex's
family. She has been brainwashed by that boy and poisoned against
all of us, and there is nothing I can do about it. The years just keep
ticking by. My depression gets worse, and my thoughts spin out of
control every birthday, mother's day, holiday and new year. I think about her every day and every day I am saddened more. The new year is just another ugly reminder of my seperation from my daughter and granddaughter.