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where did my life go? what happened? five minutes ago i was young, hot, i had a great job, i had friends, i had a life. i was suicidal. i didn't appreciate anything i had. iwas the poster child for "youth is wasted on the young". and now it' sover. i don't get to do it all over. it's gone. i blew it.
and now, my hair is turning grey, i look terrible, i can't even keep a job i'm really good at. everything i built over the last decade is gone. i lost everything i had.
it hurts.
i don't have th estrength to start over again.
i can't do it all over agin.
i can't deal with the pain anymore.
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As she draws her final breath
Just beyond the door he'll find her
Taking her hand he softly says
For the first time you can open your eyes
And see the world without your sorrow
Where no one knows the pain you left behind
And all the peace you could never find
Is waiting there to hold and keep you
Welcome to the first day of your life
Just open up your eyes as I lay you down tonight
Safe on the other side
No more tears to cry
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