ever since the suicide attempt that put me in a wheelchair a few years ago (i say the, because their's been multiple), i've not really been able to use the gym machines or swim or what ever

but before that.... i dunno, i used to do some swimming, the odd machine, but it all came to an end when i fell off the tred mill and twisted my kneck.. remember i was hurting for days- no amount of kneck massages or pain killers or what ever would make the pain stop