Again, I think you are playing with fire. It might start out innocent, but where it will end can you really predict that ? When my mom died when I was 22 having her daily drinks and her Valium and antidepressant med, maybe she thought it was innocent. But she died and I ended up without a mother. Do you have children ? You have a mental illness you take mind altering meds do you really want to add alcohol to that mix ? Think about your children.

This whole conversation makes me a little angry. I can't tell you in words the scars and sorrow I carry every day because of the stupid decision my mother made!! Oh and the guilt I carry because I wasn't home that day to save her.
Is this a legacy you want your children to bare if one time you miscalculate!