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Originally Posted by shattered sanity
thanks for that post.... i too feel a lot of the time their is no hope- and it's pointless to continue trying
i'm not going to rattle on about what little i've got at the moment.. no friends, family who don't talk to me, no stable education, a lot of physical and mental problems, i'm not going to rattle on.
but i do sometimes think... well, after all i've been through, after the wreck i've made of life, why me- why am i still here.
i should have my spot taken by someone else
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You just said what I've been thinking as well..."why me - why am I still here?" I've been thinking this so much lately, especially in light of the tragedy at Sandy Hook Elementary. I'm not a religious person, but I do believe that there is a higher being ("GOD," if you will), so why did "he" take them, and leave me? The only thing I can think of is that somehow "he" thinks that my presence on Earth is needed for some reason; I just wish I knew what that reason was.
I will tell you, "Shattered Sanity," you have made several comments on these forums that have aided me in getting through the day, and even choosing let another day come, so if for no other reason, KNOW that you are here to make a difference in the lives of those reading the forums.