Maybe that's it then Hun, because it's stopped, your feeling alone now maybe?

It like I wanted help for ever, now I've got it.. I don't always believe I need it.

But if I give up, I'll need it again!

It's that damn BPD that's makes us feel this way.

Is there something you could get involved in? Like a group, sport or even just volunteering to make you feel apart of something?

It might help! Plus volunteering can be very rewarding, and your be doing good work so would help build self esteem! Heck I should try taking my own advice!!