I am the same position right now. I stuck and an wondering what in the H*** brought this on. The tears have stopped atm. But will most likely begin again when my H gets home. I'm gonna do what I do best, my most valuable coping mechanisim. SLEEP.

I usually wake up feeling much more in controll. When I can't turn off the water works, fear, pain, frustration I often find one of my favorite books"Promises of God" and read the promises that apply and ask for stregnth. I read it over and over until I forget or go to sleep. But today I opt for plain ole sleep. Maybe zanax