I'm new here, but I've been reading posts for a long time. You have all taught me so much already - I'm really greatful. I'm probably DDNOS, but haven't done the testing. Almost totally co-conscious, but have trouble making my parts do what I need to do. It makes me feel like a bum, but I'm really not. I don't have a therapist except every six weeks or so - I'm pretty much on my own with this. so i thought id try posting some stuff. Pretty scarey to do right now...