I don't see how it's going to be successful seeing as no one (at least not of the correct gender) have sent me a message and I can't send others messages.

Actually, I feel like I can't post anything anywhere...I want to post things in the creative forum...like music recordings or poetry or prose. Or even plays...I've done it all. I'm too afraid to post anything though.

It's the same with the website I'm making for my future composing/arranging business...everything I write and do just seem dumb. And I don't know what I'm doing when it comes to websites! I'm so overwhelmed right now and school hasn't even started up again!

Back to the dating problem, every time I visit my profile the worse I feel about it... Like I want to puke every time I see the word "Gay" next to my picture. I think it's going to go...or I'm going back to "straight" and will just have to talk to guys.