T,
I kind of feel like you slapped my hand today. Like I was a little kid who misbehaved and you slapped my hand. I felt mothered. I do not want to feel mothered by you... ever. I don't know why this is making me so angry. It was literally 30 seconds out of the entire session. But I feel judged. I feel diminished. I am a bad person. I am bad person for making the mistake. I am bad for even opening my mouth. This is why I don't trust people. This is why it took me months and months to feel safe enough to speak freely. And now...well... I feel like I have to guard everything I say again. I know this is completely my issue. I am probably blowing this way out of proportion. I shouldn't expect you to have to think about everything you say to me. But this stung. I blew it off and said something to agree with you in the moment, but now it bothers me. It really, really bothers me. I feel like talking is less safe now...
Sconnie