please don,t think that is the answer to take a load of tablets no matter how small or big the damage.

i have took two overdoses in my lifetime once when i was 16 and pregnant and the other 27 3 months after my third child i did not realise then it was depression that drove it to that extreme

both times i felt that i was not needed here and would be better gone for good but i am still here and am i glad that i am because just like you i am special to the degree of knowing how i feel .

many a time through domestic violent relationships have i thought just take the pills and sleep ,at least then the pain in my jaw will subside,but deep in my sub conscience i knew that i could beat it,and i did and i know you will too you are needed to give the best support or advice to others in your shoes, i did it twice and i survived but the next time i might not be so lucky ..............think before you do it

i wish you well