I feel like i'm busting at the seams and there's nothing stopping me from spinning around and cleaning my entire house and then running a few miles and then maybe sitting and letting all the thoughts swim around in my head and probably eat me alive. this is hypomania and it's better than depression but it is also a lie because it doesn't stay and it makes you think for awhile that you're doing better and that all the activity is how people really function but then it hits you that oh no wait this isn't normal either i still don't have it right. and it makes you not want to use proper punctuation because who has time for that