I agree with BrokenNBeautiful, I wasn't adopted either, but I was definitely given the impression that my existence was a mistake. I can't tell you all the times I was told that the world would be a better place without me in it. I finally decided that whether or not that was true, they couldn't make me be like them and started making my own decisions about how life should look. It still doesn't match...in a TON of ways, but it's better than they would have let me have if I had left it up to them. Please believe that I think you're adding beauty to this world, even if I am just a few words on a screen