all i can say really is that those things on your list link together, and so when you are ready to do one thing, ie, make friends for example, the rest will fall into place. you have to be ready for these things, otherwise you wont get anywhere.

its all very well us saying what we should be doing, but we have to appreciate the moment we live in too. some people arent as blessed as us, they cant do anything with their life, due to one thing or another. the point im making is that you should try not to be so hard on yourself. depression is hard and does make us feel that we are useless and that we have achieved nothing, but you have achieved alot and there is still plenty of time for you to achieve the things you want.

things will work themselves out for you in time, just take it a day at a time.

take care and stay strong.

simon