I hate myself with unbridled passion. This is the new me, no facade anymore. Please sit and watch while I drown in this sea of so called life. Wait! -- I'm dependent, so don't try to help me!!! Wait- I'm needy, so don't try to help me!!! REJECT My core self! This is my self-fulfilling prophecy now. I don't belong here on earth, I don't fit in. I never will. Every ****ing day is painful. I'm a waste of time and you will hate me. That is how it always ends.