I can identify. I sometimes snap and get angry at people (and myself) in a really overblown way. In my head I can see where it would go if it escalated further, but I never go that far, though sometimes I want to. People always think I am weird for those snaps that happen. It's like it my head I know I'm snapping unnecessarily but for some reason it feels good so I do it anyway. It's like the devil on my shoulder telling me to go ahead and SNAP! I think though that since being on BP meds my anger "switch" is a more under control.
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