Welcome to PC. I went overseas for a year of college and remember how hard it was to adjust. I was afraid to ask questions and fell behind in my work. I worried about eveyone thinking I was stupid even though I did well in school at home. I understand how hard it can be and wish now I would have found`someone to talk to. I hope that you consider finding someone to help you. Feel free to PM me if you want. Please take care and I hope you start to feel better soon.