((bluegirl?)) - sorry you were very upset and felt the doctor was annoyed. My 1st experience was scary and embarrassing - not any fault of the doctor and I was very shy. I later became more comfortable and realized its simply a medical necessity we all have to do in order to be healthy.

Next time tell your doctor beforehand how nervous you feel and see what suggestions she has to make you more comfortable. For doctors this is just a job, the same as intestinal doctors. At this point in my life, I view it something that will keep me healthy but when I was young, I hated it - so I validate your feelings. I hope it will be better next time and thinking its just medical helps.