Hey, I can totally relate to all your issues. My family was also dysfunctional and I didn't have a very good upbringing. I have low self confidence, don't feel like I'm good enough, and I have very few friends (always have). People always treated me kind of like an outcast because I never had the nice clothes, shoes, etc and I was a nerd. Even as an adult, I'm still trying to figure out where I belong and what I'm supposed to be doing with my life.