I often feel unlovable and I have a ton of emotional crap that people have stopped being my friend over because it can be a lot to deal with. My ex boyfriend told me to "snap out of it and stop relying on other people" for things. I feel like he never understood my depression and where I came from, despite knowing my situation growing up and up until meeting him. He sure didn't want to "deal" with me. I think a lot of people are "broken" and people who are just as bad off or have been through a lot of the same things are the only ones who every truly understand. Just know that you aren't alone.