I cry at the drop of a hat, I ruin upcoming relationships because I become to clingy or I don't even know the word. Here's an example but he's not the only guy I've got all emotional on.

I went on one date with a guy I really was into and we had a pretty heavy make-out session. Anyway, he talked about a 2nd date, got sick, then when he felt better he didn't call he just texted me to check availability. I said I was available Saturday, because I had an X-mas party Friday.

Well Thursday he went out with friends and never called. Friday I sent him an e-mail through work, which I should not have done saying things like my brother told me he was feeding me lines, I wasn't about to be 2nd fiddle, well you get the idea, it was out of line.

I sent an apology for it that afternoon (via text). Phone and text were our forms of communication, e-mail I did by unnatural ways honestly. So some guy calls Friday I think it was him. So I text him asking if he called, and he responded by calling me a psycho and says he's no longer interested.

The latest guy I'm seeing I'm not as interest in as I was that one, but honestly I'm a mess and he who is way more interested in me than I him tells me I need therapy.

How do I learn to control my emotions? I'm still burning over the pre X-mas guy. I liked him a lot and we even worked for the same company, but he's gone. I need help getting over that as well.