I was scared today that the guy at my beauty parlor was mad at me, too.

And when the lady kept excusing herself while she was doing my hair, I was scared she wouldn't be back. I even listened really hard to make sure she wasn't muttering something under her breath or cussing about me. lol

Part of it is my bpd.

It turned out okay.

I have thoughts like that too.

Growing up, too, I was also bullied and teased and even told by 2 ppl I cared about that ppl did not like me, that I was weird, that no one wanted to invite me anywhere...

it was horrible.

And I am now trying to recover from that.

Carol