Thank you all good people! I've actually demanded from my family to find me a doctor and they agreed i hope they will do it, despite they still don"t believe me. In my country this is more complicated to find a good specialist. I also want to go to priest we have a church nearby. I'm fighting for my health as hard as I can and I'm deeply touched by your support. I don't get that much at home husband just told me I'm stupid and mom sad that I have no will and don't wan't to fight. Anyway I won't give up...