Thank you I am safe. Made it through another day

Took sons phone away , had a nasty text argument with a 50 yr old man who feels a right to be friends with my son. Another dealer pretended he didn't speak English and that I had wrong #. Final drug dealer texted at 7am that he could come by now, I wrote back please do Dustin and I'll have the police ready for you. Dustin did his usual so sorry and will not talk to my son again. I have reported these people to police but nothing happens.

Anyway I wrote my son a letter since he won't talk to me. He said he'd be throwing it away. But he's been calm and has not called me a name or hassled me for his phone back in about 5 hours now. I don't know what will happen next, but I'm going to take sleep med tonight and hide our money and car keys and hope to wake up to a good day.

My daughter came home and is already asleep with no drama. Deep breath. Now to get the 11 yr old off freaking minecraft and I can rest. Having kids home for Xmas break with no fun active plans really sucks. Plus we're sharing my bed while my mom is in town using his room. I want some space, and a bed room with a door on it. Someday.