oh! one more thing. I also had irrational fears to find my naked fotos or a porn film with me on the Internet, despite i don't have any of those, and I'm definitely not a porn star.
Oh, God! and one more thing - just for you to know i have nothing against other races or nationalities and respect all people.
BUT! I was afraid my child will be born with black skin (me and husband are white), despite i never betrayed my husband and i don't even know any person with black skin (in me country people are mostly white).... and so I imagined my husband's shock, cause if the baby's skin color is different I'm definitely a very bad girl...

So, I prayed every evening so that child was like his dad so he could never doubt that it's his....God, that sounds like total insanity, and I'm so ashamed of myself, but telling this gives me relief