Oh well,it can confuse/annoy those that do not suffer with this.
It is good you recognize that you are having a manic episode,but being that you know the feelings,it is your responsibility to call your pdoc,and he or she may recommend you adjust your meds.
Every Bipolar knows that without pdoc/meds intervention,ones just running the course to disaster,derailing,and then having to deal and whine about how people no longer want to be with you,what was I thinking?
I'm not saying you,personally,I'm using those examples,that become common with untreated Bipolar.
I wish you luck with this,getting a handle on things,and luck with future outcome.
Please take care now,
DE