Hi and Welcome. I agree. A new country, new school and no support is tough enough for any one to go through.Don't listen to negative comments they only tear you down. You are a beautiful unique person. Every one is different thats why the world is such a wonderful place to explore. I remember when I was 17 and how scared I was. Try and see a counsellor as soon as possible. Something that worked for me was to try and expand my world one small step each day. Just try and stand still and look around to see who You would like to be your friend. Its scary but I found I was so busy trying to look at people and things I would forget to be scared. I smiled at strangers at school and amazingly they smiled back and pretty soon they weren't strangers anymore. Good Luck.