I don't think the orginal post is anything to feel bad about blue.
You were just being honest.
As for feeling that way, I wouldn't over react about it at all....
it didn't seem to far out there in the least....

maybe I'm just morbid like that, but that didn't strike me as anything new at all... I mean, who doesn't feel like they would rather just dissapear, knowing you can never go through with it right now, and being envious at times of those that made it...
I do that too... lol.. it's okay as long as you stay safe!

As far as your son goes... I would smash the phone into little itty bitty teeny weeny pieces and never get another one again for him... lol