..this illness aint no joke!

none of these illnesses are a joke....borderline personality..major hassle!

manic depression?...GIANT hassle...

schizophrenia...even more...HASSLE!

...lets join them all up...connect the terrible dots...!

...well it aint no surprise that it's sometimes just too damn much for anyone to handle.

I've shredded my resolve with knifes and sat in blood too much and escaped and even I'm disappointed but sometimes it's a perfect emotional storm and all the elements of pain and personal glory and self relief arrive together.....

and there is no return from this...

there is more but why

..the urge is permanent the activity is random the indulgence is a mystery and suicide dies all by itself