I decided not to... Love and I were never good bedfellows. Told him we can be friends, nothing less and no innuendos of anything more... He's not in a space to commit, I'm not in a space for anything less, so I kinda ended it before it began. The ending was just too clear for me to ignore, and I refuse to drive myself nuts. So yeah, that. Sorry for getting you guys all happy for me for nothing. To think I hoped a whole year, and then end it before it began... Senseless