This is one of the main reasons I don't do most of the things I want to do. I want to get my hair done, my nails done, go shopping. I just have this huge social phobia that people are talking about me, how fat I am, how ugly I am, what I'm wearing, my hair style, my make up. I never feel ok enough to go out. It's one of the main reasons I stay home. I'm working on getting over it. It's just a very tough thing to ignore when your head is screaming that people are judging you, even when they're not.