....thought I was keeping up and likely I was expected to get together keep it!

together RIGHT!

feel like an old man so mentally exhausted what might take a few minutes takes even less than forever..

which just aint the hell much hey?!!

and to hell with everybody that can keep up..

cos they simply cannot be concentrating!

not enough ...

to see that I am struggling...

but I knew first....!...!

is this an advantage...?

takes time to find out...gotta stay around to find out just how far ahead I really might be!..

just imagine that...how amazing and who gives a sh..t?