I'm seeing a new therapist tomorrow and I don't know what I will say to him... It feels wrong just to launch into the whole thing from the start, what if I decide not to see him again? On the other hand, I can't really hold out much longer... What should I say if he asks why I'm there? I'm so scared of that question! Should I waste a whole sessions just beating around the bush? Beacuase I don't think he will understand me if he doesn't know about the things I went through...

I can't even remember how I started in with my previous therapist. I've been practicing lines all day! I don't want him to think I'm crazy... which I probably am, but he doesn't have to know! lol

My reason for therapy is abuse... my post is in that section. But I can't just say that, can I? What will he think of me? I can tell him I suffer from major depression and ptsd and all, but he won't understand untill he knows, but how do I say it? What if he doesn't lead the conversation and I have to talk on my own?