Hi rolan86, the first question I have is how do you know that she doesn't want you? Have you asked her? Does she know how you feel about her, or does she just think you are friends? I know it's hard to reach out, and tell someone that you care about your feelings for fear of rejection but if she doesn't know your how you feel she may not realize that you are hurting. Just getting over it isn't easy. I suggest you talk to her or write her a letter If you get no response then you know where you stand and you can try to move forward in your life. I'm sorry you are hurting! Best of Luck to you!