i really need you right now. you have no idea. i really need you to just help me be ok. stop pushing. at this point, you are only pushing me farther off the edge.

i dont' know whats going on with you. i dont why you are different. But I do know that you are not the same. You are more harsh. You aren't as soft and caring. I dont know if something happened and that is why, or if this is some idea of a new approach that you are trying out. but i dont like it. it isn't working. and it goes along with my thing so that you make decisions without telling me.