I agree deepblue with your comments about jacq. Have noticed the same myself. You're no slouch either, you know
Liv I am sorry I didn't respond to your post earlier,. Not here that often but deepblue and jacq have given you great advice imho.
Take care and I hope things start improving for you soon.
edited to add: I meant to say, about taking a step backwards, gee I don't know how many steps backward I've taken in my life but looking back I seem to have made progress. I actually think backward steps are a part of progress in a way. It's hard not to fear them but we have to try not to. The important thing is we learn and overall move forward.
Take care