I am a 16 year old girl and I have been diagnosed with clinical depression, BDD (body dysmorphic disorder), general anxiety disorder and social anxiety disorder.

I am basically just one huge mess. Every second of life is agony. I don't know what is wrong with me but I am so...affected by a great deal. I think about suicide all the time and was close to attempting it once before my mum stopped me. There is not an hour that goes by where I don't think of suicide.

I achieved straight A*s in my GCSE exams and was all set to achieve high grades in my A Levels. But with everything I have been achieving poor grades and don't feel any motivation to work hard anymore. My academics used to be very important to me and it has just made me worse. I have exams in June but they cause irrational fear and I feel like I would rather die than sit them.

I was all set to go to a top law school but that is never going to happen now. I am an absolute mess. I am constantly crying and my eyes are always red.

And I know there are people out there worse off than me. Heck I live a very privileged life: well off family, spoiled rotten, receive a private education etc.

But I am just so destroyed mentally. I can't explain it. It doesn't get better at all. I feel like life is going to be a constant pain until I die.

I am too sensitive most of all. Everything just gets to me so deeply it feels like a stab in the heart.

Please help, because I'm one big mess and just at the lowest point. I'm hopeless.