I appreciate the support guys. I felt better this morning, but the nights are really difficult for me. I think I'm going to try and take a few more days inbetween talking to my parents...I gotta have them stop the guilt trip. It's just not healthy for me.

I applied for a few jobs today, in larger cities. I felt like I really need a change in scenery. Or even if I don't go or even get an interview, it's nice to have something to focus on.