So a year has passed since I was inpatient for my eating disorder. All in all, I'm proud of what I accomplished. The last 10 days of the year were bad ... I b/p because I was upset with my husband. I'm learning to use my voice, but sometimes it scares me and I "forget" and go back to my old ways.

I've been abstinent since Jan 1st tho and am sticking to my meal plan.

I'll confess to hoping that any weight I might have gained during the 10 day b/p stint, but will not weigh myself, so I'll never know.

I wish happiness, joy and non-ED thoughts to you all.