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I've read that often times dreams are reviews of the files in our brains. We see many more things and hear much more than we actually consciously remember. Sometimes our emotions get triggered by the memories that the brain is reviewing.
I was wondering if maybe you had heard the phase or read, seen the play As You Like It by Shakespeare? That was the first thing I thought of when you talked about being in a play. "All the worlds a stage and all the men and women merly players. They have their exits and their entrances".
You just got divorced and now there is a new play after so long a time, the dating game has changed in 23 years. Where is the script? What does the future hold, you are just a player.
You lost your savings in the real estate crash- how can you trust the old script? Some of your posts talk about wanting to meet someone new, some talk about regret of the divorce. Maybe it's just that today there is a new play(future) and you don't yet know what direction it is going to take. You just haven't yet decided what play/direction you want, and that scares you after having what you thought was a script for life/security. How can you trust yourself to choose a new play/script when the old one "exited" before you were ready.
Remember only you can know if the interpretation is right. You will know because there will be an "ah-ha!" moment. All we can do is make suggestions. I kinda like ((Thunder's)) suggestion.
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Nammu
…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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