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Originally Posted by PlatinumHeart
This is the kind of delusions I was going through when I was a teenager. When I was in high school and my guidance counselor thought I was depressed, my mother immediately told me he was ridiculous. I blamed myself for everything I was feeling and pretended that I didn't have a problem. That led to the next 20 years of psychiatric hospitals, drinking, severe depression, and a lot of emotional stress. Being 32 now, I wish I had addressed these issues in high school. I think we are all trying to save you from future pain, ignoring the problem doesn't mean it will go away.
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My parents also told the counselor that the teacher just heard incorrectly. I tried my best to play along because I didn't want to cause more trouble than I already did. Thank you, I am grateful for all the care and help I have received here. But, why is it so hard? No matter how many times I tell myself that I am being delusional, I still don't feel at peace.