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Old Jan 05, 2013, 02:38 AM
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Originally Posted by PlatinumHeart View Post
This is the kind of delusions I was going through when I was a teenager. When I was in high school and my guidance counselor thought I was depressed, my mother immediately told me he was ridiculous. I blamed myself for everything I was feeling and pretended that I didn't have a problem. That led to the next 20 years of psychiatric hospitals, drinking, severe depression, and a lot of emotional stress. Being 32 now, I wish I had addressed these issues in high school. I think we are all trying to save you from future pain, ignoring the problem doesn't mean it will go away.
My parents also told the counselor that the teacher just heard incorrectly. I tried my best to play along because I didn't want to cause more trouble than I already did. Thank you, I am grateful for all the care and help I have received here. But, why is it so hard? No matter how many times I tell myself that I am being delusional, I still don't feel at peace.