This is one of the most beautiful paintings I have ever seen! I could never paint like this or do anything remotely close. I understand you feeling like a failure. But you are totally not!

I have always felt not good enough. Not even remotely close to good enough. You can find who you are though, you can do it by trying to be yourself like you are doing through your art which is amazing!

You can be YOU by doing what you love to do. That's where I found my peace. In doing what I love and smiling every day. And I don't do anything magical or amazing. I am just here on PC or watching tv in my room. But I find joy in that even. Just find joy in what you love doing and you will find yourself and not feel like a total failure.