wow!...yeah it's full on hey the online gaming world!

there are perfectly fanatical freaks expert in every freaked out aspect of these things.

I just want to have some fun...I play games to and fancied myself pretty good at them too....otherwise why bother?

but playing against a predictable programme is massively different to playing against unpredictable humans who have mastered the predictable programme?...freaking INSANE!

only recently I started playing modern warfare online....and the FRUSTRATION is diabolical...I mean I'm 41 years old...most of these players are just kids like hyperactive freaks with the reflexes of houseflies and the vengeance factor is immense and these individuals hunt you down and kill you over and over and the need for restitution is so powerful that I get trapped in this emotionally dangerous cycle of kill and get killed 5 times...

and they say these games have no affect on people?...thats just ********!

the state of mind I get in ...??...not good...at least I can turn it off

these real humans just hunt me down...

this one dude...an expert....cos ya can tell by the rating of the player..I snuck up on him and stabbed him before he could send in jets to bomb us!

next thing I get these messages on the system calling me a ****** and the rest of it.

I replied..."ur a great player but just a jerk anyway"...
copped sorry sorry sorry for about half an hour...then I replied again..."hey dickhead...might wanna be more careful what you say...I might be a 41 year old psycho!"
so I am no different!

the online games are crazy

I would much rather put together a puzzle or something