Hey, you're not alone. If you've recently been diagnosed & perscribed medication, you more than likely are still going through an adjustment period. If not, I would suggest it. If you have done this already, & are still having trouble adjusting, again, I can relate. I myself was diagnosed a year ago with BP2, & I didn't like it... at all. Didn't like the medication, the counseling, or the Pdoc. It has taken some time to see the benefits but they are there, namely, no more rage attacks, no more paranoia, & most importantly, no more wishing I wasn't around... Hang in there friend, we need you!!!...