Nah. I've had this for years now but it got a lot better because I pushed myself into being around people. Your body functioning incorrectly has nothing to do with you not being meant to be here.

Did you know that when babies are born if they aren't held enough they can actually die from a lack of human contact? Yes it's true and although it's not as severe for adults it can still cause issues like the very one you have. We need human interaction or weird stuff happens. I only feel it now when I'm nervous about something - like heights LOL